September 19, 2014

You Wish : Turn back time


Have you ever wish to turn back time?

Because along the way to success.
kau tercicir beberapa perkara terpenting dalam hidup kau.

and because this is like a moving train, going forward, fast,
you can't go back even for the shortest while and grab what you've lost.

And so you wish to turn back time.
to take care of those things you've lost. hold and grip 'em tight in your hands.
make sure that it's with you all the time. along the way to success.


This was never my dream.
to be known as an actor. to be admired. to be looked up as a role model. to be thought of having an amazing life.

This was never it.

So, what the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

And if I were to be given two choices. and to choose one. to stay or to go back.
I'd go back. live the kind of life I once had.
But it doesn't matter anymore.
because I can't. and if I were to go back. Things are never gonna be the same anyway.
Might as well just stay and grow.

Don't get me wrong.
I love what I'm doing now.
But I love what I've lost even more.

My mission has always been helping others.
hence, why we (me and my buddy) started this blog in the first place.
To share experiences and thoughts.
To go through life, positively.

Because, honestly, we live in a cruel world.
a very cruel world.

and I know I'm on the right path to my mission.
But I didn't know I was supposed to lose anything along the way.

But I guess this is life.
Some things are not meant to stay.
It was there to keep us grounded.
To remind us of what hurt feels like.
So, in the coming future.
You'll be wiser. nicer. stronger. and better.
And so you'll have a positive life out of you and rain it down on others.
So that at the end of the day, We will all appreciate life and what we have.
and We will all be positive about everything (maybe).

Because, if we could turn back time. No one would ever appreciate life and what they have.
and no one would learn. that life could burn.

And I guess, this is my learning process.
Gotta learn to let go and live.

Gotta have a lil' faith in this lil' heart.
That the future will be so much better than the past.


Yours truly,


luke hamdan said...

The Road Not Taken

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

mamazieza said...

teruskan berjalan ke hadapan.. sesekali kita menoleh ke belakang.. lihat jejak yg songsang atau yg senget dan kita perbetulkan perjalan kita..
doa dan usaha... dan jgn lupa padaNYA.. insyaAllah

Nurulnizar Adha said...

Sometimes I wish I can turn back time but I it is impossible right...just think positive and moving forward no matter what happens in my life...

AkUFiZA™ said...

Walk. Walk. Walk.

Anonymous said...

Andai waktu dpt dikembalikan..terlalu byk yg ingin aku perbetulkan...sabarlah hati..teguhkan semangat teruskan hidup ini...

Noor Ahmad said...

Andai dpt ku putar masa :(....keep moving