Haf.My Story. Part 4 : Alhamdulillah

What about winning?

adakah bermaksud kau hebat? mampu kalahkan yang lain?
adakah bermaksud kamu lebih bagus?

Nay,
could mean anything, really.
tapi, kadang-kadang tuah sahaja.
Tapi pada aku, itu ganjaran untuk apa yang kepayahan yang aku dah lalui sebelum ini.

Remember what I wrote in "Kejayaan & Kegagalan" ?

Tiada siapa yang boleh tentukan kegagalan atau kejayaan kita.

no one can really say much, except you yourself.

At this point.
I couldn't care less with what people have got to say.

Sebab manusia mempunyai hak untuk menyuarakan pendapat masing-masing

and I honestly respect that.

Aku cuba mengambil pendekatan positif dengan membiarkan orang bercakap apa sahaja, dengan harapan, in time, kebolehan (bakat) aku akan menjentik minda mereka dengan perkataan "he deserved it".

Aku akan biarkan hasil kerja aku bersuara bagi pihak aku.

One fine day, insya-Allah.

If you've read "the Beauty in ugly" .

You'll understand, how much of an "appreciation" it was for me to stand there, right on that stage. holding that trophy.

That wasn't just for me personally, but also for those who has my back all this while.

dan paling penting, ianya juga adalah pengiktirafan for geeks like me.

I'm happy that I got the chance to represent this crowd (the geeks).

I built myself up so that I can help others. To not lose hope and give up.
To make this world a better place to live in.

It's been a crazy ride. But I am here today.

Whether you like it or not. 

I am here.

And I'll be here for as long as they need me.

Dalam hidup ni. Akan sentiasa ada orang yang nak jatuhkan kita.

Tapi akan ada juga orang yang nak menaikkan kita.

But I chose to have faith in myself. Though sometimes it's pretty darn hard. Because I don't know what God has in store for me.

I had no idea that I'd being doing this.

I had no idea that when I started this. I'd be standing here.

I had no idea.

I just went with the flow. and here I am today.

I'm still trying my best. To always have faith in myself.

that I'll be somebody that can and will change at least a piece of this world,

to, insya-Allah, something better.

Jadi, Aku meminta ruang,

untuk membiarkan aku menjalani hidup aku ini dengan positif.

Tanpa ada sikap prejudis. sebelum melihat sendiri kemampuan aku untuk dinilai.

Beri aku ruang,

To be better, dari segi kerjaya. 

And as a person, too. itu paling penting

"Because I don't listen to people.

But, I make things happen"

- H.A

Sincerely,

Hafreez Adam